I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel ashamed of being on welfare.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel ashamed of going on disability.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel as though I was never capable of taking care of myself.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel justified in going on disability

I forgive myself for allowing myself to use my condition as an excuse to not be able to take care of myself.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to be made upset by my condition.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel regret about my decision.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to never really have any confidence in myself.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to be less then in order to make another feel more then and in witch may accept me into the crowd.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to "think" I need anything or anybody but me.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to feel as thought there is anybody els!

I forgive myself for allowing myself to use the expression of the systems in my words, as I apply self forgiveness I become more aware of them.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to not be one and equal with everything or anybody around me cause of the expressions of separation in my words.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to belief I am alone, Scared, dis-honest, full of fear, I accept it as me there for how can I be alone,

I forgive myself for allowing myself to love myself selfishly, I am one and equal to all SELF is not this one fucking body!!

I forgive myself for allowing myself to limit self to one single entity.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to belief I am limited to this body, when I am not.